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When I needed a friend,
Someone I could find peace and harmony with
Where were you?

When I needed someone to love
and love me back just as much,
Where were you?

When I was going through abuse at home
and I felt like I was nothing,
Where were you?

When I felt I lost control of life
and turned to drugs to numb all of the pain,
Where were you?

When life forced my hand
and I attempted to take my own life
Where were you?

When I got my stomach pumped
of all the drugs I ingested with the intent to die,
Where were you?

When I needed the encouragement and confidence
to see life was worth living,
Where were you?

When I started getting the help I needed
to gain my life back and be a better person
Where were you?

When I got back on my feet again
Away from all the drugs and the abuse
Where were you?

None of that matters.
What matters now,
Is that I finally found you.
Where were you?
This is a love poem. Initially it was directed towards a hate for a specific ex, but instead of wasting my energy on the past, I directed to focus the meaning on the now.
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I am plastic.
I am born naked, exposed and vulnerable.
It is my nature to be molded to become many things,
I exist as an unopened bottle, and soon made whole; filtered, fresh, and clean.
I am a vessel of life.
I, like billions of others, are manufactured the same.
I am a representation of purity by design.
Before I know who I am, I am labeled against my will.
A label doesn't signify my importance.
I am shelved and displayed to a world aside others of my kind.
I am ready for consumption.
I await the day to be found and to be opened.
I am at risk of being harmed or mistreated.
I may never have a gift of choice, or free-will.
I could stray from my intended path,
I could go bad, be spilled over, or even tossed away.
I understand the risk and, in fact, embrace it.
I wish to bring joy, offer vitality,
Or maybe a sense of perfection.
I am as thirsty as you are.
I understand my purpose.
While I remain, I wish to be consumed thoroughly.
Drink me, while you still can.
When you are finished; I will become empty and lifeless once more.
My purpose has been served.
I don't know if I will be reborn; to serve for another purpose.
I do not wish to be reduced, reused, or recycled.  
 
Plastic

I haven't written any poetry in a long time. Today marks the year after my father's passing. While at work, I have just been slow, thinking a lot.

This poem is a representation of how I feel about me, as a human, and my thoughts on reincarnation. I used to hope to be reincarnated, with a chance to be something better. But as I get older, the more I think about death, and the potential of life after death, I am starting to hope for total, and complete nothingness.

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Mangu Timur Miniature Painted by GamerBiscuit
Mangu Timur Miniature Painted
Hi All,

I always enjoyed painting miniatures when I get the chance to. I got this guy as my main character for a D&D campaign I recently am a part of (Not the one I am DMing.) Sorry for the quality of the pictures. 

The paints are a mix of using Citadel Paints and other brands of Acrylic like Plaid, FolkArt, etc. I tend to like to buy things that are affordable and figure out my own method of madness. I prime my figures with acrylic mix with some parts water / flow improver / matte medium. I tried Acrylic Gesso before and I like it a lot because it forms against the figure and doesn't hide the details much, but it can tend to peel easily if your not careful or sealing right away. 


Original Model from Reaper
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Blacksmith House/Shoppe by GamerBiscuit
Blacksmith House/Shoppe
My first project with making stuff out of cardboard. This is a Blacksmith House/Shoppe I am making for a soon to be D&D Campaign I am starting. Walls of house are 7 in x 6 in x 5 in (excluding roof)

House Materials - Cardboard, Craft(Popsicle) sticks, matchsticks, hand-primed and painted
Yard Materials - Cardboard, lear Glue, Pencil Shavings (grinded, soaked in green paint, dried and thrown onto glue), and hand-primed and painted
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I've been in the mood for painting a lot lately. I think the break is a little over done though ... I think I've been away for a year with little drawing/painting. I haven't been doing anything other than working, eating, sleeping, and taking care of my responsibilities at home. I miss painting a lot.

I decided a few days ago to get back into it, I'd start painting small. From what I can tell, it's taking a bit but I'm still trying to get the hang of painting digitally. Surprisingly enough, the tutorial I followed of the Human Eye turned out much better than I anticipated for my skill level. From there I guess I should just paint, paint, paint!

Short term wise, I'm thinking I just want to be better. Long term? I haven't decided. Before I had a goal in mind; I wanted to be a concept artist. My problem was both finances and taking away time from my kids and girlfriend. Is it more of a hobby? Hard telling. What I want seems so far out of reach. I suppose it might just be my mindset, but reality hit me kind of hard. There are so many talented artists out there; the chances of me being noticed I think is pretty low. 

But I decided that I won't be afraid to keep trying to draw and paint. I'll work my 45 hour a week IT job, and continue to support my family. But to support my needs, I 'need' to paint. I can feel it that it's in my veins. Someday, I hope to unlock my full potential. Maybe, just maybe, someone will take notice and my art work will make people smile. Make people gaze in awe, be inspired. Someday, I'll be able to communicate to people how I feel. I want the world to know that I exist, and there's a place in the world for me.
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Eating: My thumb

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Leifart Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! :)
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Absolutely! Love your stuff. Trying to learn Zbrush stuff myself. Loving it so far. My first bust I did didn't turn out so well, looks really waxy. But the second one I did turned out much better I think :D
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Leifart Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you :) , i saw you stuff on your page, the most important thing is to keep on working / learning. Use many refrence images and guidelines :)
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks a lot. I will certainly do so. Falling in love with Zbrush a lot. 
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Dismay666 Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Professional General Artist
thank you for the fav Shawn , i really appreciate it :)
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2014  Student Digital Artist
You welcome!
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Yasmin88 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012   General Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
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Deirling Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Hi there! Thank you very much for the watch :)) Really appreciate it.
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
You welcome. Great work. I saw that your an AAU Alumni. I am currently attending there and this will be my 3rd semester online. Currently taking Intro to Anatomy and Perspective. Isometric is kicking my butt right now, mostly ellipses and circles.
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Deirling Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Oh, awesome! I'm actually in my fourth year now, currently taking Illustration 3 and Digital Clothed Figure. :) Well, I hope you have a great semester!
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank you, you too!
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dusk-in-the-water Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Student Interface Designer
Thank you for the fav!
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the piece!
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Talikitty Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012  Student General Artist
You are an amazing artist :3 keep it going!
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GamerBiscuit Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Trust me, I most certainly will.
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